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I AM BACK! it's been long since i last signed in man.
so, my badminton season is over, and the champions are xinmin, nth to say about that. :/ anyway, i must focus on my studies alr, mid years start NEXT WEEEEEK!! ahhhh! i havent finished stdying yet, time is passing way tooo fast. its like going to may soon. almost half a year alr. scary.
i havent blogged so long that i dont know what to blog about -.-
oh yes, yesterday was the cry alot day for me. because ytd was kind of the official step down day for me or rather the day that i finally came to realisation that i am no longer in badminton anymore. so ry asked the sec 4s to go to the hall as she wanted to show us some stuff. it was a very touching video, maybe to others it is just a video about pictures but to each and every one of us, they are memories that i believe will never be replaced :) so anyway, before the video, calista was super funny, because i said that i will conifirm cry at the video so she said "huh. how ah, i dont cry at these kind of stuff leh, i only cry for my test" end up, the video music play only she cry alr HAHAHAHHA joker la you calista. then ry gave a speech cried even more, then gave ry a hug, couldnt stop crying HAHAH. omg i am a loser.
so anyway, in the night i went with my sister and tommmmy to watch the movie 200 pounds beauty. IT IS AN AWESOME SHOWWWWWWWWWW. you have to watch it if you havent. the ending is so touching :'( my sis and i were practically howling in the cinema. HAHAH. but even the guys in front of us were crying, so i guess it was reallly touching and sad. EVERYONE GO WATCH IT, YOU WILL LOVE THE SHOW BECAUSE THE GIRL IS SO PRETTY, THE GUY IS SO CUTE. :D


"I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried"



tmr's match, i dont want to have any regrets, i want to step down happily. So PLBT, lets give our best! we are smashing through the boundaries.

TO BE A SMASHING SUCCESS! :D



well, i guess things dont always go our way.
though i really dont understand why must the schools combine together to go against us. -.-
go go plbt :D this is our last lap, lets chiong to the finishing point :)








yoooo :D
i've not posted for quite long alr huh.
anyway, mr kim is staying with us till tourn is over :)
i cannot rmb what i did during this period of time when i didnt blog.
hmm, i rmb i went to the beach and saw some pple get wasted and retarded and high HAHAHA.
got back results l1r5 18 :/ will try harder next term! meet the parents was fine, ms kok didnt say anything bad so i guess i dont have to kill her yet hahahaha.
i cant rmb anything else, so i will just blog about ytd!
woke up to a new mp4 beside me, thanks jie :D
went out after that with jie and cheryl to collect jie's new car!
a sexy red honda jazz named zipee -.- hahah!
then went to my niece's place to play with her! ahh i miss her so much alr :(
went for dinner with jie, cheryl and their friends at holland v's spizza then to gelare for dessert!! :)
today was just boring zzz
i have so much homework to do for each subject ahhh it's not even like a holiday la, so sian.
i guess the stress starts now, have to study really hard alr!
oh yes, i will be off for a class chalet tmr night! hopefully i will have fun :)

oh, i just read something really hilarious just now, written by a junior of mine HAHAHHA.

"Rui yi: Dont talk to her unless somebodys life is concerned.
She looks scary, sounds scary, appears to be scary and is scary.
If she walks towards you, walk backwards... If she runs after you and shouts,"EMERGENCY" you can talk to her, stay at least 30 cm from her...

Anna:Dont talk to her in real life but you can talk to her in MSN, she can do nothing to you on MSN but in real life she can kill! Murder, scary right?
If she walks towards you RUN AWAY! If she tries to "catch you"(which I think she wont) Find an excuse to excuse yourself: I need to pee badly, I need go find teacher, ARGH! ANTS...

Eliza:Dont talk to her in real life and MSN. She dont talk to you so dont act smart and talk to her... She is reallly extreme scary so dont talk to her. If she walks towards you, walk backwards, run, if she calls, SHELLEY! Then turn around at about 1m say YES? I AM IN A HURRY TO GO TO MY CLASSROOM TO GET SOMETHING, run... thats simple.

Bernice: Okay, bernice is VERY VERY EXTREME scary, she is like a monster in real life... You are dead, shelley, so if you see her on MSN, and she talks to you, read it reply it... Stay at least 2m away...

These are the top 4 people i am afraid of... Hahaz, why am i laughing when i am freezing and dying of heart attack? Oh my gawd.. nevermind.."

HAHHAHAHHA FIRST TIME I HEARD OF SOMEONE WHO IS SCARED OF ME AND BERNICE! best la damn funny, thanks ah shelley for making me laugh :)



to think that i thought that today was a good day, with all the teachers absent from school, slept through all periods slackkkk.

but today was actually one of the worst days ever.
all the time when he said that he wants to retire, i thought he was kidding and just threatening us.
until today when he gathered ry, me, bern, tiff, prissy, zy, deborah and rebecca,
he told us that he had made up his mind, he wanted to quit.
i saw prissy's eyes filled with tears, i saw how everyone cried, even tiff.
he told us that he wanted to quit and focus on table tennis, he couldnt manage.
tears streamed down, he told us that he was proud of us, he told us we were his best girls, he told us not to cry, he touched my shoulder and walked away.
broke down completely.

from p3, when i was a mushroom head who didnt even know how to hold a racket, he chose me to be in the team, trained me up, allowed me to choose btwn singles an doubles. until now when i am a sec 4 and can play a decent game of badminton and have received many trophies.
i have to thank him for all these achievements.

he was the one who made me love badminton so much, he was the one who taught me so much about life, he was the one who always encouraged me, he was the one and only coach that i treated like my grandfather, he was the one that made me promise him that i will follow him to pl sec, he was the one who promised ry and i that he will never leave until we graduate. he was the one who made us a somebody out of a nobody.

he was the one who always cracked lame jokes to make us laugh, he was the one who always wanted to treat us to macs or anything we wanted to eat, he was the one who always said burger queen instead of burger king and jill's place instead of jack's place just to make us laugh. he was the one who always shared his hobby of collecting notes with us, he gave us notes from different countries. he was the one who always asked us questions and made us write down the answer neatly on a piece of paper so that he could mark it.

after that shitty rgs match, he was the one who told me that there are only two sides to a coin, just like a game, there are only two sides, one winning side, one losing side. he told me to not cry, he told me to work hard.

i know cikgu didnt really want me to play, but mr kim told me that he will always support me and will make sure that i play every year, he was the one who told me to call him if cikgu dont put me down for a game. he was the one who fought for me in front of the teachers when they felt that i didnt deserve the sports award. he was the one who was always so supportive.

he was also the one who scolded me because i had hcl lessons and went late for trng, he was the one that i always wanted to say "shut up" to when he started nagging, he was the one who we bitched about most, he was the one we thought was useless during the dec hols last year, to the extent that we wanted him to quit.

this is the seventh year that he's my coach, i thought that he will always be here, for many more generations, but he's only human after all, i guess he's also tired from caring about us, scolding us, nagging at us. he's not a superhero, he's just a 72 year old man.
he didnt dare to look at us today after saying that he's quitting, i guess he's afraid that he will cry in front of us, but i saw that he was looking at us while we were training, but he avoided looking at our faces. i guess he's not feeling better than all of us. i guess it hurts him too.

after so many years, of taking him for granted, of getting irritated at him repeating his words over again and again, i have finally realised how much he meant to me, thinking about him and recalling all the words he said is making me cry all over again. words cant express half of what i'm feeling, but this would make me feel at least a bit better. my heart damn pain :(

mr kim, you are always the no.1 coach, i love you.